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--List ten things you want to say to ten people but know you never will
--Don't say who each is.
--Never discuss it again outside this post.

1. I love you with a wonderful passion! You're a unique girl and you know everything about me. We have wonderful back scratching adventures and it's always a great time. No one can make me feel as crazy (in a good way) as you do. Sometimes I feel like you're better than me and it makes me feel small. You're intelligent and have lots of things going for you. It makes me jealous because I wish things came to me that easy. I know I'm not super smart but you still enjoy being with me for some strange reason. Thanks for not judging me :P. And being my bffl!

2. I hate you. There's nothing more to it then I just can't stand you. You're a mean person, you don't care about anyone but yourself and for some reason you are still loved by someone who means so much to me. How he can deal with you I don't know. But you are damn lucky to have him in your life. He's an amazing man and I hope that one day you truely do realize what you have because I would love to see all that stripped from you. The only reason I don't try harder to get you out of my life is because I love him and I don't want him to be out of my life. I've tried or ten whole years to accept you into my life and it gets harder and harder because every day I find something new to hate about you. When I ask you how your day was or even say hi to you... does it really hurt so much to return some sort of response? I honestly don't know what your problem is, but you're lucky my family deals with you because you are a witch and I can't find anything I like about you. I guess the only thing I like is that you make him happy.

3. You are the cutest girl I have ever met. Everyone loves you because there is nothing to hate. You're always so gorgeous! Seeing you just brings a smile to my face because you're always so happy... even when you're mad. I wish you told me things that you were thinking sometimes. I'd like to get inside your head. I guess it sort of drives me crazy how I don't know certain things about you and feel bad that I don't try harder to figure those thigns out. But I think it's up to you to come to me if you ever need me. Sometims you make some choices that drive me crazy and I think you should have been born blonde because well... It probably suits your personality better :P. But I still love you because no one can make me laugh as hard as you do!

4. I miss you! You're so far away and I wish you could be back in Winnipeg! I'm so happy for you and glad that you're following your dreams, but I can't help but miss your friendship. I sometimes wish we got closer while you were still living here because there are a lot of things that we don't quite know about eachother. Your bitterness towards the world makes me laugh and that's what I love about you. You're so straight forward and don't pussy-foot around! More people should learn from you because you're a great person and super hilarious! I can't wait to see you again!

5. I love you so much! You are so hilarious and random and crazy! No one in the world is like you! You're so unique and you can make anyone smile. Your choice of style and everything is just so incredable. You don't care what anyone else thinks and I admire that! You're so spiritual and you can shock anyone with your wisdom. I think sometimes it comes as such a big shock because you often get mistaken for younger than you actually are. No one has taught me the things you have. I learn from you every day, and I thank you for being my friend. I'm so excited for you going to university right next to me! BUNT CAKES FOR LUNCH!?

6. You are the worst boss ever. How did you get your job? It amazes me at how poorly you do your job and for some reason they let you stay around. I would love to see you fired. You think everyone loves you when really they all hate you. As soon as you walk away from telling one of your stories that no one cares about, everyone has something to say about you. When I told you that you only care about yourself and you promised you'd change that, you obviously weren't really paying attention to me because you haven't changed. I tried telling you about something that was really bothering me because as I recall you asked me, but you didn't want to hear it. Instead you interupted me and started talking about your life. I hate how you pretend to know everything about the kitchen when you obviously don't. When you come back and tell me to do some pointless task, I just laugh at you and leave it for someone who kisses your ass. You pick favourites and that drives me crazy. I don't care that you don't like me. Actually, I'm glad that you don't like me, but the people who you love tell me about how much they hate you. Especially one of them. I love hearing the things she says about you because I feel so embarassed for you. I hope one day you realize that you're not the only person in the world and no one wants to hear about your sex life (or lack there of).

7. I'm in love with you. I seriously love you. I would follow you any where and do anything for you. There's just the issue of distance. I wish I could just pack up my bags and leave to spend the rest of my life with you. Unfortunatly I know that will never happen... but I can always dream. You're on my mind more then you think you are, and I know that's probably really creepy, but you are just so wonderful. I can't believe some other girl hasn't taken you away yet. You're everything I want and I can't have you, but I can't forget you.

8. You are so adorable and so neat! I'm so happy we're getting to know each other more and more because we have so much in common. Our pasts are similar and I love that because we can figure each other out. You're not afraid to speak your mind and it's hilarious listening to you yell out your random banter. I'm so happy for you and your man, and I'm glad we could all get through those awkward times. You two make a great couple and I wish I could find someone who complimented me as much as he does for you. Don't ever stop being who you are because people love you the way you are! Plus the world needs more people who tell it like it is.

9. Our friendship is so strange. I wish I didn't only see you at work. We should really spend more time together because it's always a blast. I love to hear what you have to say because you aren't like most women. I love how you can stick up for yourself and tell it how it is. You don't take stupid little insults from people and you don't put up with their shit. The things you say make me laugh so hard sometimes because you're just so strange. I love you stories about muffins and other things. You're just such a cool girl and I'm so happy to have met you this year. Don't ever let anyone bring you down because those people are just jealous of who you are and how great you are. And also, you have the greatest mom ever! She makes me so happy!

10. I try to like you but I just can't. Everytime I try to get along with you, you end up driving me crazy! I can't pretend to like you any more because it obviously never works for us. I'll be nice to you but don't expect me to spend long periods of time with you because I'd probably end up killing myself.


Just a little thanks...

Thank you for being such a good friend even though you don't even realize you're doing it. You help me so much without even trying, just having you around makes me so grateful that God sent you to me. We've known each other so long and we've had our years where we didn't really talk, but lately I just feel like I really need you and to have you around now more and more is just so amazing. I'm so happy that we have last period spare together so that I can at least have that chance to talk to you. It doesn't matter what we talk about, but every time we part ways I always feel so much more enlightened by you. 

You are so wise and you don't realize it. You hold your head up high and throw off an amazingly positve energy that makes me so proud to know you and have you as a friend.  I really look up to you more and more and I want to learn from you. 

I'm trying to change my path and get out of a hole that I kept digging deeper for myself. I can't deny who I am any more and it's you who shows me these things. You make me remember who I used to be and who I want to be again. You're just so wonderful and beautiful inside and out, and I just had to get some of this off of my chest, even though you already know I think all these things about you. Don't stop being who you are and never lose faith, because your energy has an effect on people and can change people without you knowing it. 

So basically this entry is to thank you, Vanessa, just for being there. You don't know how much your friendship really means to me, and I really want us to spend more time together because I miss what we used to have. We've shared so many things with each other over the years and I want them to continue. You're an amazing woman, please never change.


P.S - I love all my friends... don't think I pick favourites :P

MySpace Quiz

Have you ever ________________ with your top SIX?

- Don’t change your myspace top 6!
- Fill the people in below!
- Answer the questions truthfully!

1. Tina
2. Lyssa
3. Vanessa
4. Kayla
5. Rob
6. Adriano

1. Have you ever danced with number 3?

2. Where did you meet number 6?
I think on MySpace. Heh heh.

3. Have you ever gotten drunk with number 4?

4. Has 1 been to your house?
Oh, a couple of times....

5. Has number 4 ever seen you naked?
Unless she's in my window.

6. Have you ever gone shopping with 3?
Power shopping!

7. Have you ever seen 5 in a swimsuit?
I wish ;), lawl.

8. Have you ever met 1's familly?
Once, I'm not allowed back in.

9. Do you know 4's middle name?
YES! I thought everyone was always calling her Kayla N. But apparently they were saying Kayla Anne... the things you miss out when you're stupid.

10. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 6?
Uhhh... sucked something. lawl!

11. Do you trust number 2?
Sometimes. Not when she's drunk.

13. Have you ever fought with number 1?
I'm always beating her.

14. When's the last time you talked to 5 in person?
Like half an hour ago.

15. Are any of your top 6 family members?
Tina's family.

17. Have you ever done something dangerous with number 6?
Oh, I'm pretty sure...

18. Have you ever slept in the same bed with 4?
I believe so.

19. Do you think 5 and 6 would make a good couple?
Mmmm... Rob and Adriano.

20. Would 3 do anything for you?
I think she would :)

21. Has 2 ever helped you out?
She's a regualr helper!  A HELPER FUNCTION! lawl!

22. Have you ever slept with your number 1?
She chews on my boob :)

23. Which have you known the longest?
Number THREE AND FOUR! It's a tie ;)

24. Who have you known the shortest?
I think Rob...

25. Has anyone in your top 6 seen you cry?

26. Have you had a crush on 1 - 6?
Rawr! All of them I think ;)

27. Will 1 - 6 repost this?
Maybe... maybe...


P.S - 

Those questions weren't sexual enough for me... Now I have to go and sleep! WOO WOO! I have a wonderful exam tomorrow!

OH! And I saw Swollen Members tonight! What a sweet concert! Rob elbowed me in the eye... it was awesome! Moshed.. smoked a joint... got to sing in a mic! Got winked at by sexy men on stage. It was a wonderful night.

Having myself a good ol' time when....






It is totally just Tina's birthday! Mwahahahaha... or is it... JUSTINA! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!

Omg dearest, I heart you. You're so old now.





Dear Lord,

I am so sorry I have foresaken Justina.

Your pal,


JUSTINA! I wanted to tell you something!

But not in here... not for THEM to see! YOU FILTHY HOBOS KEEP YOUR EYES TO YOURSELVES!



I love everything!




\(^o^)/ \(^o^)/ \(^o^)/ \(^o^)/ \(^o^)/ \(^o^)/ \(^o^)/ \(^o^)/ \(^o^)/ \(^o^)/

If only...

Visit lustsign.com to learn your Lustsign!

I wish I could go for three days of sex straight... Maybe I can! IT'S A SIGN! Must prepare :).


Chicken Fries?

For the Girls: Turns you ON, OFF or DC (Don't care)

Is taller than you: on
Wears a grillz: off
Dresses Ghetto: off
Dresses Preppy: dc
Dresses Skater: dc
Dresses Emo: off
Dresses like a Cowboy: off
Sense of humor: on
Cuts them self: off (lmao, NOOO SUCH A TURN ON)
Has green eyes: dc
Has blue eyes: dc
Has brown eyes: dc
Drinks alcohol: dc
Wears glasses: on
Smokes cigarettes: dc
Smokes weed: dc
Plays sports: on
Smiles a lot: on
Calls you just to say hi: on
Good dancer: on
Wears jewelry: dc
Smiles when you walk in the room: on
Has dreads: on
Has straight hair: dc
Has brown hair: on
Has Black hair: on
Has blonde hair: dc
Has Red hair: dc
Loyal: on
Laid back: on
Plays guitar: on
Plays for you: on
Gets you presents: dc
Plays drums: on
Has a tattoo: on
Has a lip ring: on
Has a tongue ring: off
Nipples pierced: on
Hugs you: on
Goes to church: dc
Loves his family: on

Yeah, that was lame, but you know... I don't have a life.

Shut up...


Lonely Days...

Yeah, so I'm alone. I never go out anymore. At least it feels like that, I'm used to seeing the boyfriend like every night. It's so strange being single again.

Well anyways, that's the most depressed this entry will get, because I feel like telling the world that I am going to kick a certain girls ass because she is a bitch that is just waiting for it. Oh boy, does that ass ever need a kicking. No one hurts my friends and gets away with it. That's right. Be afraid of my rath!

Ugh, I hate stupid whores. Seriously, how could anyone be such a fucking hoe-bag?

Whatever. The world is disappointing me. I've lost all my faith in humanity.

But for now, I have to go, so sleepy.

-Soozer (Feesher... that's for you)

P.S - I love Devin :) lawl. Just kidding, I love all boys.





I don't want to go back :(. I'm so sad. School can lick my balls. That's right. Ugh. It makes me super depressed. I've been having such a wonderful holiday. Six more months...

Yesterday I was thinking about awesome it'll be to be done. Then I thought about how it's only over for two months. *le sigh* Stupid U of W. I have to sign up for courses soon! Egads! I'm excitable.

Has anyone seen that PSP commercial where that guy is chasing that woman around like a nut? I love that song. It makes me happy. They rhyme frustrated with sedated...

"It's getting me frustrated!
I wanna be sedated!"


I'm going to continue rocking out to this song.

Hasta LUEGO!


P.S - I have Sea Monkeys :)


Things you've done in 2006

( ) stayed single for the whole year.
(x) kissed someone new.
(x) made-out in/on a car.
(x) kissed in the snow.
( ) celebrated Halloween.
(x) kissed in the rain.
(x) found love.
(x) had your heart broken.
(x) broke someone else's heart.
(x) had a stalker.
( ) mooned someone.
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone.
(x) had a good relationship with someone.
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation.
( x) had sex with your parents in the next room
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant.
( ) gotten someone else pregnant.
( ) gotten married.
( ) a divorce.
(x) done something you've regretted.
(x) lost your true love.
( ) lost faith in love.
( ) kissed under mistletoe.
( ) got a promotion.
(x) got a pay raise.
( ) changed jobs.
(x) waited until one day before to begin a project.
( ) lost your job.
( )quit your job.
(x) dated a co-worker.
( ) dated your boss.
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son.
( ) got fired from your job.
(x) took an honors/advanced class.
(x) broke the dress code.
( ) jacked off/fingered in class.
( ) sent to the principles office for misbehavior.
( ) got straight A's.
(x) met one teacher you really like.
(x) met one teacher you really hated.
( ) failed a class.
(x) cut class.
( ) kicked someone in the testes.
(x) skipped school.
( ) got into a fight with a classmate.
(x) did something you were proud of.
(x) discovered a new talent.
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach.
(x) proved yourself an idiot.
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class.
(x) fell in love with a teacher.
(x) intentionally tripped someone at school.
( ) were intentionally tripped by someone.
( ) in the school play.
( ) made a team.
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget.
( ) painted a picture.
(x) wrote a poem.
(x) ran a mile.
(x) seen a live concert.
( )shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch. ..(EW)
( )posted a blog on MySpace.
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand...(grr!)
(x) double-dipped.
(x) skinny-dipped.
(x) went to a sleepover.
(x) went camping.
( ) threw a surprise party.
(x) laughed till you cried.
(x) laughed till you peed in your pants.
(x) flirted shamelessly.
( ) visited a foreign country.
(x) broke in a line of waiting people.
(x) volunteered to help out others.
( ) visted a new state.
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't.
(x) partied to celebrate the new year.
( ) cooked a disasterous meal.
( ) drove the car drunk.
(x) lost something important to you.
(x) got a gift you adore.
(x) prank called someone.
( ) saw a college football game in person.