--List ten things you want to say to ten people but know you never will
--Don't say who each is.
--Never discuss it again outside this post.

1. I love you with a wonderful passion! You're a unique girl and you know everything about me. We have wonderful back scratching adventures and it's always a great time. No one can make me feel as crazy (in a good way) as you do. Sometimes I feel like you're better than me and it makes me feel small. You're intelligent and have lots of things going for you. It makes me jealous because I wish things came to me that easy. I know I'm not super smart but you still enjoy being with me for some strange reason. Thanks for not judging me :P. And being my bffl!

2. I hate you. There's nothing more to it then I just can't stand you. You're a mean person, you don't care about anyone but yourself and for some reason you are still loved by someone who means so much to me. How he can deal with you I don't know. But you are damn lucky to have him in your life. He's an amazing man and I hope that one day you truely do realize what you have because I would love to see all that stripped from you. The only reason I don't try harder to get you out of my life is because I love him and I don't want him to be out of my life. I've tried or ten whole years to accept you into my life and it gets harder and harder because every day I find something new to hate about you. When I ask you how your day was or even say hi to you... does it really hurt so much to return some sort of response? I honestly don't know what your problem is, but you're lucky my family deals with you because you are a witch and I can't find anything I like about you. I guess the only thing I like is that you make him happy.

3. You are the cutest girl I have ever met. Everyone loves you because there is nothing to hate. You're always so gorgeous! Seeing you just brings a smile to my face because you're always so happy... even when you're mad. I wish you told me things that you were thinking sometimes. I'd like to get inside your head. I guess it sort of drives me crazy how I don't know certain things about you and feel bad that I don't try harder to figure those thigns out. But I think it's up to you to come to me if you ever need me. Sometims you make some choices that drive me crazy and I think you should have been born blonde because well... It probably suits your personality better :P. But I still love you because no one can make me laugh as hard as you do!

4. I miss you! You're so far away and I wish you could be back in Winnipeg! I'm so happy for you and glad that you're following your dreams, but I can't help but miss your friendship. I sometimes wish we got closer while you were still living here because there are a lot of things that we don't quite know about eachother. Your bitterness towards the world makes me laugh and that's what I love about you. You're so straight forward and don't pussy-foot around! More people should learn from you because you're a great person and super hilarious! I can't wait to see you again!

5. I love you so much! You are so hilarious and random and crazy! No one in the world is like you! You're so unique and you can make anyone smile. Your choice of style and everything is just so incredable. You don't care what anyone else thinks and I admire that! You're so spiritual and you can shock anyone with your wisdom. I think sometimes it comes as such a big shock because you often get mistaken for younger than you actually are. No one has taught me the things you have. I learn from you every day, and I thank you for being my friend. I'm so excited for you going to university right next to me! BUNT CAKES FOR LUNCH!?

6. You are the worst boss ever. How did you get your job? It amazes me at how poorly you do your job and for some reason they let you stay around. I would love to see you fired. You think everyone loves you when really they all hate you. As soon as you walk away from telling one of your stories that no one cares about, everyone has something to say about you. When I told you that you only care about yourself and you promised you'd change that, you obviously weren't really paying attention to me because you haven't changed. I tried telling you about something that was really bothering me because as I recall you asked me, but you didn't want to hear it. Instead you interupted me and started talking about your life. I hate how you pretend to know everything about the kitchen when you obviously don't. When you come back and tell me to do some pointless task, I just laugh at you and leave it for someone who kisses your ass. You pick favourites and that drives me crazy. I don't care that you don't like me. Actually, I'm glad that you don't like me, but the people who you love tell me about how much they hate you. Especially one of them. I love hearing the things she says about you because I feel so embarassed for you. I hope one day you realize that you're not the only person in the world and no one wants to hear about your sex life (or lack there of).

7. I'm in love with you. I seriously love you. I would follow you any where and do anything for you. There's just the issue of distance. I wish I could just pack up my bags and leave to spend the rest of my life with you. Unfortunatly I know that will never happen... but I can always dream. You're on my mind more then you think you are, and I know that's probably really creepy, but you are just so wonderful. I can't believe some other girl hasn't taken you away yet. You're everything I want and I can't have you, but I can't forget you.

8. You are so adorable and so neat! I'm so happy we're getting to know each other more and more because we have so much in common. Our pasts are similar and I love that because we can figure each other out. You're not afraid to speak your mind and it's hilarious listening to you yell out your random banter. I'm so happy for you and your man, and I'm glad we could all get through those awkward times. You two make a great couple and I wish I could find someone who complimented me as much as he does for you. Don't ever stop being who you are because people love you the way you are! Plus the world needs more people who tell it like it is.

9. Our friendship is so strange. I wish I didn't only see you at work. We should really spend more time together because it's always a blast. I love to hear what you have to say because you aren't like most women. I love how you can stick up for yourself and tell it how it is. You don't take stupid little insults from people and you don't put up with their shit. The things you say make me laugh so hard sometimes because you're just so strange. I love you stories about muffins and other things. You're just such a cool girl and I'm so happy to have met you this year. Don't ever let anyone bring you down because those people are just jealous of who you are and how great you are. And also, you have the greatest mom ever! She makes me so happy!

10. I try to like you but I just can't. Everytime I try to get along with you, you end up driving me crazy! I can't pretend to like you any more because it obviously never works for us. I'll be nice to you but don't expect me to spend long periods of time with you because I'd probably end up killing myself.

-Soozy